So do I dislike a good child.
I dislike!
I'm tired of keeping myself pure,
keeping myself pretending to be pure.
I'm tired.
I wish myself to get dirty.
I wished to see the me dirty.

So did you let him hold you? So did you let that guy hold you? 

NO! Because I loved him, I let him do.

You truly loved him?
Obviously! He accepted what I truly was.